Scared and alone in a
dark tunnel vision of bad
vivid and real as
my body gets cold
and old as life gets dull.
Holding a cold piece of
metal to the memories,
making the bullet
the silencer to end
it all in one shot.
trigger to hear a click.
Still alive breathing,
thinking about leaving.
As you fly to start your journey
we are missing you already,
knowing you are ready
to live out your dreams
praying everyday they come true.
Just know your family has your back.
We will always be that #1 Family Crew
Handle that B- Ball,
Shoot those Threes,
We know you got what it takes
to fill the Arena fans full of screams.
Your family will always be with you
to cheer and represent you and the
Illinois Basketball Team.
Go get it Trent!
Sweating, tired, body hurting, and aging each day.
Working steady, giving everything I do my all.
I apply consistent pressure to heal my wounds to Stand Strong.
Tunnel vision blocks out many
attempts to see me be taken
down, as an underdog, to spread news
in gossip column on a market.
I am not scared, I won’t quit.
I wont let aches and pains
define my steps.
Determined, disciplined and a heart
beat with stamina to finish with
Victory, I give it my all to Win one
minute and one round at a time.
Bless with challenges fighting with my own mind, forcing my own pressures to strengthen my fuels of positive energy. Genetics and blood works different within me but the will to succeed breathes the same as others. My will power of loyalty to finish grows from all of my dismays of closed doors.Troubles may arise with high tides and unexpected divides but my spirit will fight. I will push pass obstacles and bulldoze barriers of hate to make my own fate.