Now or Never

Loving the

fire in my

soul

and grace

in my

heart

of an

organic growth

without

pesticides

dieseling

droplets

to destroy

the beauty

bits and

ugly parts

blossoming

up

to

new ways

to love

me

gently.

Sunnyside

to a funnyside

of the

mental,

massaging

the

patience

to adore

all which

ain’t had

before,

MYSELF

out of the

dirt.

A Balled up

bud

buried to

the generic

genetics as

a seed

bursting

to prosper

and flourish

naturally

as Me.

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Life Jacket

Floating far away

from shore

backstroking

through

the oceanic

into

a life

No One

needs to

explore,

Mine…,

having no

clue in

shoreline

directions

swimming

freestyle into

an attached

anchor of

exhaustion…,

up and down

in panic attacks

breaths in

endurance

taken in

saltwater on

each

breaststroke

for

survival

for what?

What did I do?

What can I do?

An individual

medley

dangerously

too gone

under

for

a SOS message.

I Love Me Some Me

You don’t know me, but you hate me?

You never seen me for who I am,

but you judge me?

You never seen a stylish, classy, sophisticated, brown- skinned lady?

You never seen such a radiant beauty with curly nappy hair and a contiguous smile?

You never seen my strength or weakness…,

You never seen my struggles or experience my pain,

but

You judge me?

You never seen my potential to persevere through adversity,

You never seen such a compassionate, sweet and genuine soul,

You never seen my credentials or my work ethic

yet,

you hate and judge on me?

You never seen me for who I am

because you are not me.

I am me

and will always be.

UnApologetic for those who do not recognize…,

but

your Hate and Judgements

dont phase Me

because

I Love Me for Me.

The Perfect Star?

Can you catch a perfect star?

No replica or settling

for less

of Love

precious in True love

infections…

Observing the sky at night you see plenty of stars, Right?

When I look up there…Out of all of the stars I see only one that’s the brightest one, the sweetest one, the kindest one… the most reliable one…

to

my eyes to see,

tongue in nature’s sight

you sprung on me tonight

something special I’ve never seen.

I caught a star.

The best star for me in perfection.

It’s taken years

finally,

I think I found you, and you found me…I’ve never touched a star before…Glowing hot!

Will it or will it not…Burn me if I touch it right?…

I’ll wait and see,

Time for us equals to cool down in degrees.

Time is our best destiny, to see the things in each…It’s just not that easy to catch the perfect star!

I want this star to show me if I’m not regretting or being deceived

by a light

that’s not really

for me.

Time…For you…Time…For me…I don’t want to hurt you and you don’t want to hurt me.

So catching the perfect star

can rather be good

or rather bad

for you or me.

Love in reality time letting your love grow never asking

why

there’s only

one star for me….

You are that perfect star.

Sailing Away

Nerves

running

and

ruining

the insides

no longer

hiding

or

playing

peek-a-boo

it’s the truth

lurking and jerking

the mind

to fall back

behind

in the present

moment

fading

away

from

sunrise to sunset.

Uplifting

in boring

waves

of

motivational

quotes

overflowing

frustration

sinking the

boat

to sail

in any destination.

Touche

Anchors Away!

Swaying

back and forth

between the

shore

to

shootout

trajectories

labeled

fatal

Boom!

Emotional

explosions filled

the air in fireworks

rowing far

from the

shoreline

in

time

to not

return.

Who Said What?

Who Said What?

Said to much…

Said to little…

Said what

was said

to get off my

mental…

Brewing

hot

percolating

from the

soul

to

stop

before

screaming

out of control…

The repetitive

strain

of

accumulated

trauma

and

keeping the

stress down

from

the everyday

drama…

Laying

knees

to chest

holding

the ground

for

what’s next

To

Stand up…

Who really

knows what’s

on a

person brain?

Mind

myself

I will

never be the

same…

Shake, Rattles,

and rolls

me

around

enough

in

lessons

from

depression

to

add back

a positive

light

and

get rid

of

things

that

weren’t right…

Easier said!

Shut Out

Knock, Knock,

keep pounding

ain’t

letting you

in

doubled locked

ready…

right

to defend

hand steady.

Say what you

feel…

hold up

that can’t be

real…

that’s not

your reality…

who are you

in this society?

Open up

to the

truthfulness

of sincerity

it’s a rarity

but,

it’s

clarity

to express

or maybe

not

to express

in a world

filled with

everyone

can be judges

and paid critics,

reality

can be

spinned

for

anybody

to spit at it.

No cares

from me

if my

realness

don’t

pass your test

but,

if you come

thru

my

Threshold

there’s

answer

to

what’s next…